My Blog

旬众要求，我今天就来update一下我的部落格咯。。。

刚刚就和朋友提到这个网站已经没多少人玩了，尽管如此我依然在这儿发泄一下

生活篇

在KL生活了将近18个月，虽然不能说已经能融入这里的环境，但是总比18个月刚来的时候

经历了许多事情，而且历历在目：个人、情绪、态度、情感、学业，无不其变化

自从training后，我没有再走进厨房煮食了！一方面是懒得收拾，另一方面是恋上了即食即丢、干净利落的感觉

所以现在每天都准时打包，边吃边看电视；嫌少和朋友甚至室友在外用餐

渐渐地（讽刺地）养成了良好的饮食习惯；三餐准时、三高一少；也就是说同样的食物、同样的档口、同样的口味  -_-!!

从饮食开始，其他事情也渐渐变得有规律了。。。生活也开始沉闷了！

情思绪也开始产生变化，人变得情绪捉摸不定、自我管理也变差了

闷闷地我回了一趟金宝后，就爱上了回家。尽管多么劳累我依然经常来回KL-金宝

最夸张的是9月我一共来回了6次，那个月的钱都花在交通上

不要问我为什么不留在kl，因为寻欢作乐需要钱，但若呆在宿舍就一定会闷出病来

老实说我有足够的零用钱寻乐子，不过我宁可存起来作其他用途　（不能透露太多）

现在的我没有太大的意愿会金宝，不过我下星期还是会回去，下下星期又回去；总而言之，就是不要呆在这儿

健康篇

一直以来我总以我健康的体魄为傲，天知道前几天我病了，病的半轻不重

刚有起色的时候，竟然皮肤敏感，初时双手微红痕痒，蔓延到双腿

真是祸不单行、福无双至，望能快点好起来啦。。。

情绪篇

近几个月来，我的情绪可说是大起大落；狂喜狂悲

压力导致情绪失控、失眠、精神缺阵，而我引以为傲的情绪管理竟然无用武之地

这个学期经历了期中和期末考，压力大到精神崩溃、食欲不振，无活力，顿时老了十岁

还好家与家人是最好的补养品，回到家就一切安好

不过我发现期末考的压力比期中考的压力相对少，可能出现抗压现象了吧

最好就是这样，酱就不需要失眠了！哈哈。。。

下一次考试酱在１２月中。这一次将会是在没有任何tips兼是amour改，以我的懒英语能顺利过关吗？能吗？I doubt that

只能过一天算一天咯！

朋友篇

我怀疑朋友应该是会给与无条件地支持，抑或是给与苦口婆心的忠告呢？

我应该这么做呢？我又能做些什么呢？

面对这个问题，压力千斤重！每天想呀想的，严重影响我的温习

我能做的仅仅是自个人发闷气咯。。。朋友们，加油吧！

“饮茶”篇

原以为之前喝的茶将来也适合“叹”，哪怕不是永远，但至少现在仍合胃口

在偶然的情况下惊发觉原来这茶原来真的不适合我，就算勉强喝下也不可能品尝到它的甘香

就这样吧：我不要再喝这茶了。。。我会找到对的茶得

The horrified midterm tests ended officially at 10am, 16th July 2009

The days before this day were so torturing

Not only because of the stress of having to achieve threshold mark but also my emotion

There were tons in mind Can somebody please imagine how sickening when you are controlled by emotion?

I often pride myself as a high EQ person but the truth failed me I login to my facebook account and conducted a few tests

One of the tests is to test how strong my sense of responsibility is?

The result is, I got 100% and I was shocked and wasn’t impressed

As a daughter of my parents, I do whatever they wish; I behave maturely to alleviate their burden; I consider their feeling before making decisions; and I exert as much effort as possible in study for not failing them

As a member in family, I try everything to establish a warm atmosphere and a close relationship among families and relatives

As a friend, I contact everyone to remind them that I still remember them

As me, I will fulfill all my promises unless things go beyond control; where promises contradict with duties of the above capacities, promises shall prevail, means that I will LIE to keep my promises

But to me, these characteristics are hardly possible to make me a very responsible person

First, I confessed that I didn’t put much effort to be well prepared for the tests

Secondly, just the day before 2nd paper, a friend rang me to gossip. Before the conversation ends, I spelled out a sentence which is to me a promise. I am regret and wanted to take it back because I know I can’t fulfill it

Before I’m able to manage that sense of guilty, I prompted with some questions

I was so impatient and used unfriendly tone in explaining. Again, I regret at the next second I couldn’t and unwilling to talk to anyone after that

People may see me as emotionally affected by exam stress but in fact my emotion was affected by the two incidents

Perhaps I’m selfish through people’s eyes because I seldom share but who know me? Neither I do

So how am I going to rank myself as a responsible person? Who can assure?

Maybe I should have asked why I need assurance

After the tests, I went out with friends before going back to hometown I was emotionally smoothed by the programs and fun

I’m so sorry to those whom I hurt and thank you to those who accompany me

Now I’m on the way home for a short break, with the mission of refreshing that I’ve learned throughout the past 7 weeks, particularly the rights and wrongs

                                                                                                 To be continued… Continued…

Now I’m on the way to KL to continue the remaining 7 weeks of this semester, meaning to say that the short break was finished

Until last night only I realized that my attitude to people and things have changed

In better terms, I’m greater in expressing my thought and emotion; I no longer hiding my ideas to please anyone

I would rather considered it as a disadvantage because people can easily know me – estimate my actions and move

Besides, the way I express myself is kind of offensive

I hate to admit that I hurt people with words again; came out offensive sentence with disgusting tone

This wasn’t ‘Me’ few years ago

What is the matter with me?

Should you ask whether I like the change, frankly, I will never pick it up

Who am I? Where am I now? What should I do next? When can I pick up the rights?

I am so lost in pessimistic thought I do believe in positive effects of friendships and otherwise

Looking forward to join new social circles and make more new friends who bring more positive effects to me

This does not mean that I will forget the old friends; I would like staying in existing social networks and reminiscing the joy and sad

Tomorrow I have BA tutorial, I don’t have any ideas on the topic and did no preparation at all

There are two sides of a coin; one can never see both sides but they come together at the same time

I did nothing except playing a fool during the short break and now I have got to suffer for tutorials

Anyway I’d learnt to be open minded I couldn’t change the fact but I could and should have accept it

Wishing that I can pass all the examinations and graduate on time… then only I can turn over a new leaf

                                                                                                              The end…

2009年6月18日               星期四                     晴

在巴士里听到光良的广东新歌《店小二》，勾起了我第一次听这首歌的记忆

话说当天，武吉加里尔室内体育场传来了悦耳的歌声。。。

不用怀疑，我的目的是要向大家炫耀6月13日那天，我出席了我人生中的第一唱会‘梁静茹《今天情人节》’大马演唱会

如果你们说：‘梁静茹而已嘛，又不是xxxx’

我并不怪你们，因为你们这种酸葡萄心态，我完完全全能理解。哈哈

讲反转头，我尼个死穷鬼边度有钱买费睇演唱会啦

地演唱会费系我一个朋友卑的

好彩平时食斋食得多，先有甘好命识到甘好的朋友

正所谓‘我凭友贵’，就系我尼一种咯。。。嘻嘻！

费有两张，同居密友就有两个；3个人，2张飞，讲真啦，真系好头痕咖

过程就无讲啦，结果咧我就叫左另一个去

个日一早就起左身，无好误会啊，系为左准备返学补课，无系兴奋到训无着啊

上课上到1 点几，返到屋企根本就无心机做其他野，一味等时间过

3点几就出门，又无好误会啊，去回合我个朋友咋

个条友咧真系搞笑，我第一次系茨厂街荡失路都系因为巨咯

兜兜转转、时间无上无落；惟有坐埋边讲是非边食野咯，之后就出发去到体育馆

系大门口傻完一轮之后就入场揾位，位子都几靓咖，坐底之后又讲一轮，如果无讲时间好难过咖

等啊等，终于等到啦。。气氛真系热到爆啊！

音响劲、舞台正、人又靓、声又甜

体育馆FULL HOUSE，现场1万个观众跟住唱，首首都系K歌，简直系一流

演唱会嘉宾就有本地姜光良，ENCORE时段就有阿牛、智诚、菲比、阿辉，乐也融融

8点开始一直唱到1130左右先散场，3个半钟，超晒时

无地铁，无巴士，的士又难截。。。

讲开又讲，本地的的士佬真系食人无畧骨，不过都好过流落街头、街边训

好难忘啊，到以家我依然记得当日的经过

好感激我尼位善心的朋友，如果无巨，都唔知要等到几时先有机会睇演唱会、感受现场气氛

除左感激仲有感动，总之下次有甘‘旬’的野记住益我啊！哈哈。。。

下午2点了，花了大半天时间写了这篇部落格，忘了还有很多事情要忙

不过没关系啦，这个周末慢慢做咯。。。（又再自我安慰了，真受不了）

累到屁酱，管不了这么多啦，我要睡一会儿了

下回见，掰掰

倒数第68天！

Final year (Perhaps)

My year 2, also known as final year, in TarC commenced on 25^th May

Somehow, my official commencement date is on 28^th May

Why?

Lazy lo… I need a short break after internship, which ended on 22^th May =)

Speak about internship; I do have great experience, particularly the final 4 weeks

I was assigned for an outstation task in Johor; these 4 weeks are adventurous and enjoyable

Enjoy in terms of accommodation and food; not wanting to show off but I stayed in Mutiara Hotel, a 5 stars hotel, for 1 whole month. We were served with buffet breakfast with several cuisines, eg: Japanese, Chinese, Malay, Indian and Western. Now, salmon phobia…. Haha

The things encountered and discovered were so exciting

Sorry, P&C at this stage so can’t share with you guys XD

Back to title, why I blanket the word ‘perhaps’?

The issue arisen as part of the risks.

Why risks? (see, we must analyze an issue with LOGIC, not just read blindly- quoted from Ms.Cxxx)

Who knows I won’t fail in internal exam? Who knows I can’t pass the midterm test and being barred from final exam?

Good news is RISK can be identified, analyzed, hedged or mitigated.

“No need scare lar… You gam geng… Sure no problem lar…”

Frankly, I don’t like these responses.

Nobody understands me! Nobody try to understand me! Worse come to worse, nobody wants to understand me. This is the grey part of my mind. Hehe…

Fortunately, stress can be defeated by dessert (STRESSED = DESSERTS – quoted from mnemonic of PA)

So please do not be surprise should I weigh up to 75kgs XD

Another factor is confidence. I lost my confidence (please tell him I miss him if any of you see him)

A person appearance would affect his/her confidence. I totally agreed with this statement. That’s why ‘he’ disappears from me. (See the linking part? A person don’t have confidence due to his/her outlook, vice-versa; He/she doesn’t look OK will affect self-confidence – quoted from Dr.Yxx)

WAKAKA… Jokes finished!!!

In fact, this semester is quite heavy as I carry 3 core papers. If part 3 of ACCA is internally assessed, it will be the greatest dream in the world

Anyone can and will dream, similarly, anyone will and must awake from dream

Internal assessment was a dream, dream sweet dream, and now I am awaken by the reality – no more internal assessment

Dec’ sitting is my first external exam. What to do? Wish myself luck lo… HAHA!!!

Ignore this irritating fact.

Start counting down now, 11 weeks to go, birthday again.. HEHE

As usual, 3 wish;

First of all, I wish I can pass ACCA by June 2010;

Second, I wish everyone protect our environment to save the earth; and

Last, I wish to have a steamboat session and a cake (you guys know what favor right? So Xing Muk la) with friends, without gang-ism)

I already received presents from my sister but my appetite isn’t that small.. I’m waiting PRESENTS! wuahaha

80 days left…

Date       : 6 May 2009

Time      : 1940

Location: Tmn Johor (client place)

Doing    : Nothing

 

I guess no1 wil suprise that I blog during office hour again. HAHA!!!

Anyway, this time is totally different bcoz currently I’m at Johor for audit

My final 3 weeks ended at Johor, I’m so so so so damn proud of myself that I have chance to go outstation and assit in auditing a listed co.

This is really a great experience to me. Staying in 5 stars hotel, enjoying free buffet breakfast and having fun with seniors. I’m loving it…

For the past  few months in Horwath, I learnt lot of extra knowledge which I will appreciate it 4ever.

Thx to other trainees from Tarc that help me a lot during this period, I really appreciate frenship that v built.

Thx to all seniors who taught me audit and shared their life experience, I wish I could take up all the morale values.

I will bear the experience in my mind 4ever..

By the way, 1 week or more to complete my training lar, too gen cheong to blog.

C u guys soon.. I’ll be back XD

Date       : 8 April 2009

Time      : 1500

Location: Damansara (client place)

Doing    : Nothing

 

Not to be suprise that I blog during office hour especially when I based at client place. Since here has internet access and I’ve almost done my job plus some more my senior is not around, I take my time sweet time to blog lo ^_^

I gone through my blog just now, noticed that I didn’t update my blog for more than 3 weeks. For the past two weekends, I went back to Kampar, the greatest town in my heart. There are lots of changes, new faces, new shops, new buildings. In conclusion, the old “Kampar” is no longer available, I miss the old town in my heart, quite and peaceful environment and friendly and passionate people.

I’m blame the opening of UTAR in my town. Perhaps it brings lots of benefit to the town and people; more entertainment, more choices of restaurant and cafe. In short, it stimulate the economy of the town and in turn increase the well being. However, good economy and increased welfare come with inflation. Things are getting more expensive and kinda “unafforable”. Can you imagine living in such small town, earning less income but spending like in KL? Environment is changing, less trees, less plantation, more exploitation of forest, more cars, more pollution and more crime. I wonder if the benefits compensate the cost?

Okok lar.. next topic! Only time knows whether benefit outweigh the cost?

By the way, I went for movie on Sunday! That movie is boring man! Ate famous chu cheong fun n loh mei fan in Menglembu. Suppose I only try the chu cheong fun but some1 very generous lo, gave me the loh mei fan! Except the movie, my day is full of food! Oops.. should be my stomach is full of food. Non stop eating and eating, after breakfast (Lai Fun) at Kopisan, then at Menglembu lunch (Chu Cheong Fun), then theather (Popcorn), then at home (Dinner and LOh Mei Fan). If I say i lose weight ar, i’ll apply the World Guiness Record luu… XD

Dun wanna so long winded lar…Continue next time lar! Miss all my frens very much..

上个星期就回家了一趟，给了我的好朋友一个大惊喜！

那一次所谓的惊喜老实说是无心插柳

这怎么说呢？其实不管是不是特别的日子，我也会回去的。既然回家了又可以顺便提早庆祝她的生日，就瞒着大家然后再忽然间出现在她的眼前吧！

一项完美的计划当然需要其他人的协助咯，其他的人是帮凶而我则是主谋

星期五当天回到家以后就一直想第二天要如何实行计划，想到凌晨才睡着，那时我自从工作以后第一次那么“早”睡觉

没睡多少个小时就爬起来准备一切，首先就去接帮凶们然后买了一份价值廉宜的“礼物”给她！

去到她家门口才发现她出去了。没办法咯，只好依照她留下的蛛丝马迹找到她！

结果呢，我的计划当然成功啦！不过也要特别谢谢另一个帮凶，不然我们就找不到她了！

抢了人后就去了怡保吃饭看戏；没有蛋糕、蜡烛和昂贵的礼物，就像平时闲来无事去逛街看戏而已！

星期日下午又得回去了那冷冷且没有家庭温暖的地方，加上没有品尝到妈妈准备的晚餐，觉得少了些什么！

好在下星期我又回家了，心里才平衡一些些

你们别埋怨我不理睬你们哦，我要当宅女 =)

花了多么多心计与精力，想想她被我们的出现吓到的样子已经值回票价了！

不过我想她的另一些朋友为她庆生的方式更加刻骨铭心吧！

也许她只是平淡呆在家上网聊天，我猜她会比一帮人去耍乐来得开心，反正只要她开心就好了

其实根据大家之前的揣测都可以猜想到了，后来又知道一些事情所以就。。。。还是不要透露太多免得被人打，知情人士知道其中内情就好了 XD

她有着落我也替她高兴，反观自己。。。。。  (我在写这篇部落格的时候，有个人在听抒情的歌，不懂是萝景还是振兴）哈哈哈！！！

现在也无能管太多了，只希望大家能过健康平安，等到某一天我被雷劈中大难不死或许会有转折

新年过了、情人节也刚结束！

好像有很多事情想在这里跟大家分享，可是又不知何从开端

酱好了，就从这里开始吧。。。。

很久很久以前，有一位美丽的村姑叫“心心”。年过二十的她一心一意地寻找“相印”

哈哈。。。。 开个小玩笑！好了，真的要开始了

首先呢，我要complain一下咯。为什么过年期间没有人来找我去玩啊？

今年的春节好像有点不热闹哦！不象去年那样跟随大伙儿去去这里、到到那儿拜年

虽然我预料到不会像去年般好玩，可是也未免冷清了一些些吧？连放鞭炮也自个儿爽

除夕夜当天，中午竟然下起了大雨 （插播一下：刚刚有人按门铃吓了我一大跳，因为太太太头发凌乱了。原来是“食蕉”先生，他看到我家门前的鞋子很乱以为进贼了，所以关心一下！真尽责。。。）

话说回头，往年的春节鲜少下雨，难道全球的气候变得如此难料吗？还是过冬那天没有下雨的关系呢？ 无论如何，我也要呼吁大家支持环保，维持绿色环境！

年二十九一早，大姐一家大小就会了夫家，要到年初五才回家！

二姐呢，嫁人了当然要留在夫家过年咯！加上又多了个小瓜，要常常回娘家时有些困难啦

三姐和她男朋友年初一凌晨才回到来

而阿弟（不是华弟啦）因工作关系不能回家过年

所以呢，只有爸爸妈妈，婆婆和我吃晚饭！忽然觉得餐桌很宽很大 =(

还好我的好朋友们来找我开台打麻将，不然我会发狂去睡觉 XD

大年初一，不能洗头、不能扫地、不能打破东西、要穿新衣新鞋而且要是红色的，还有我家有个传统就是这一天要吃素。虽然说只是需要吃半天，可是我每年都坚持吃全天素的

这一天也只是呆在家打麻将 （没办法，这是唯一一个老少咸宜，大家又能围在一桌聊天说八卦的消遣），晚上去了几家拜年然后又来到我家开台（这个真的没办，我家有设备嘛） 

第二天呢，就回家乡拜年！原本说只有我一个人跟随爸爸妈妈回去，天知道那两位先生小姐竟然睡得醒。他们跟随一起我当然开心啦，热闹一点嘛。不过我猜想最开心的人莫过于我爸爸吧。。。

说到我爸爸，我觉得有点惭愧咯！大年初一才发现他没有买新衣新鞋，我逛街时应该买给他的。我拿到第一份薪水时，一定会买份礼物给他，当然还有我妈妈啦，不能偏心的！

年初二这天，终于让我感受到新年的气氛了。选择这天回去是真正确的，亲戚们女儿较多，这天又是回娘家的一天，所以就特别热闹，红包也多一些！

由于主人们的热情款待，每到一家就要坐下来吃饭，当天大概吃了三次午餐吧！

不知这么搞的，爸爸今年提早回家了！其实不用说也知道原因啦，他的乖女儿女婿还有小宝宝要来吃饭嘛！

当天的晚饭才是正式的团圆饭嘛。。。好热闹哦！不过我为了小事发飚，可能是睡眠不足的关系吧 （看，我又在给自己找借口！这个坏习惯一定要改）

过后的几天也只是打打麻将、吃吃宵夜、聊聊八卦

快乐的日子过得特别快，大伙儿又要回到他们的工作岗位了，很不舍得哦！=’(

还好二姐还有恒恒在，那两兄妹也回来了才没有那么冷清！

之后的一个星期就到戏院看了《家有喜事2009》，和朋友们饮茶，开台过后宵夜！

值得一提的是，我病了但是没有“倒”啦！哈哈。。。坚持去了KL一趟，也许是火车厢里太锔闷了结果呢就在LRT Station吐了！好丢脸。。。

然后就搭了早班火车回家，还好我的目的达到了，不然我的坚持就浪费了。

假期完了，轮到我要离家了，不过不用背井！哈哈。。。

这次我是要开始我的practical training 了！

说也奇怪，平时LC的我竟然能和其他trainees熟悉起来！甚至大胆到骚扰senior

我和另外一个trainee被安排到另一层的办公室，也就是和高层统一办公室。刚开始时，压力超大的，不敢大声说话，怕他们觉得我很放肆，还假装勤劳的看file！不过我依然当着他们面前拿起手机来玩 =P

现在可好多了，senior们都很好人，很乐意地教导和指导。

一个星期过去了，星期六（也就是昨天）竟然是情人节！

情人节、情人节！“其实爱对了人，情人节每天都过” （虽然像自我安慰的话，可是我很认同）

昨天下午就和室友去逛街shopping，在商场里看到的都是一双一对，幸好我和室友也是双双对对，最多也只是被误会是同性恋的。玩到大概十一点多才回到家，累到屁酱！

刚才呢，我的屋友向我炫耀她男朋友的好噢！收了一束红玫瑰（虽然口里碎碎念可是心里甜得很），一只名牌手表（是她男朋友每个月储几十块买下来的，难怪她的样子甜到。。。腻啊）

虽然是单身和被说会成老姑婆，不过我并没有心理不平衡到诅咒情侣们

愿天下有情人终成眷属

恭喜恭喜，恭喜发财，红包拿来。。。

下星期一起就是全新的一年了！

虽然说还有整整一个星期才过年，可是我望穿秋水等待这一刻的来临

除了每年的红包外，我最期待的莫过于和家人团聚和朋友再聚

我超享受那种大家聚在一起打打闹闹、开台小赌的温馨时刻。

随着年龄的增长、身材依然打横发展，能玩的时间相对减少了！

好怀念以前的日子啊。。。

话说回头，我写这篇部落格的这一刻，刚考完 F8稽查，现在理应在努力地“抱一抱F9的脚”。

可是就不知怎么搞得，和之前两科一样，完完全全感受不到考试的压力

我对天发誓我并没有做好准备，也不是自信过渡。我只是很不愿意拿起笔记温习、用心的做习题。

老实说，说出来真的很惭愧，昔日读书的狂热已经退到冰点了！

我明白了解大家对我有很高的期望，望我能延续辉煌的成绩，尤其是你们！

直到今天我依然清楚记得那次向你们报告了上学期的成绩时，你们的第一个反应！（是我想太多了吗？）

自信全被埋没了，高傲的外壳里隐藏着懦弱的自我，我还为自己找了一万个理由，选择了逃避

在朋友的眼中，我的表现只是自我要求过高的副作用，但是我真的认为我的心飘到南极去了

前两张考得不好，接着下的这一张不用多想也大概知道能好到什么程度！

算了，别再想太多！能拿B都心满意足了。

言归正传，新年嘛！当然什么都要新得咯 ^_^

新鞋买了，新衣裤买了但嫌不够，所以呢，考完最后一张就去狂欢兼狂买

星期四一大早就回金宝，再去狂买！哈哈。。。

从上星期开始我就一直倒数星期四的来临，想着想着就开始兴奋起来 ^_^

我的亲戚朋友们，你们等我哦！本小姐要回来了！

电话号码没改，而且会24小时带在身边，你们肯定找得到我，别耍赖说我失踪哦!

祝大家

                      恭     财     身     新     万  

                    喜     源     体     年     事

                    发     滚     健     快     如

                    财     滚     康     乐    意

It has been awhile I din update my blog. Since I have spare time in hometown and do not have the mood to do revision, therefore I posted my 2008 last blog.

Guess where I am when I’m blogging? HAHA… Since my younger brother graduated his six-year secondary school, the streamyx services was terminated. So i gotta online at KFC, got free wi-fi ma. In fact, it is not free (as everyone know there is no free lunch in the world) coz i bought a cheeze meltz XD

28th of Dec 2008, 3 more days before 2008 ends. Besides the new college life in KL, there are lots of changes within myself. Overall, I become lost much of my EQ. Perhaps I need to experience more of the world. Experience do lead me grow particularly in handling relationship and problem solving.

1st, I wanna say thx to my assignment groupmates. Two sems we have been working together on assignments. honestly, I do not like the way we do things in “group”. I understand that communication gap and conflict between us caused all the problems. Anyway, the last assignment was submitted and only two weeks. This sem might be the last sem for one of us, but certainly, this sem is the last sem the assignment group exist. Although there are lots of unhappiness but i do appreciate the effort devoted.

2ndly, I would like to say thx to group6 members. All the while, foong chee and I were isolating ourselves from joining this big family. As we are, the only two, from Perak branch and language problem, the sense of inferiority loaded our mind. Frankly, all of you are very good classmates and everyone of you has very strong and charm characteristics. I’m so glad to meet you.

3rdly, thx to all my friends who help in out during my most depressed period. I do not wanna descibe in details what kinda help all of you had offered. The motive behind the blog is to convey to you how much I appreciate you in my heart. In addition, the blog will remind me not to 4get appreciate.

4thly, sorry for those who I hurted mentally, none of you being hurt by me physically right? =) Let bygone be bygone. No matter how, the memory resided in my mind.

Lastly, thx to my parents and family members. The support, mentally and financially, from you allowing me to further studies is the most-appreciated. Sometimes, I felt guilty upon my capricious and your forgiveness amplified the compunction.

Someone told me, “If you can push youself a little bit more, you can do better.” I totally agree with this statement. I do not know how well I can do but I promise I will do the furthest.

2009, I await you….   XD

*Note: my imagination improved but story writing skill deteriotated XD